Being optimistic sadly does not prevent being nervous
My life is in flux right now. My body doesn't like to be in a state of uncertainty though, and I've had a nervous stomach since I got an appointment for a group interview with a bank for a teller position.
This process of application is long and filled with proverbial hoops.
Hoop #1: online application, which leads to...
Hoop #2: online screening, which leads to...
Hoop #3: phone conversation with a recruiter, which leads to...
Hoop #4: group interview.
And I don't know that the group interview leads to (provided I pass).
It's hard for me to blog when I am this agitated. I'm not depressed; I'm just too nervous to think of anything else. My mind is fixating.
In other news, I get to teach seminary this school year. I just got the official call yesterday at church. I have been telling myself that I really need to get up earlier and the Lord heard me and said, "You want to get up early? I'll help you achieve that goal!" Har. No, I'm really excited. I have wanted to get more out of my personal scripture study and this will certainly help me with that too. I also like working with the teenagers, and I like teaching. I will be the greenie teacher though, since the person I am teaching with (barring any other callings--especially since our ward was upheaved yesterday by getting a new bishop) taught last year and knows what to expect.
So wish me luck on two counts: interview and seminary. I need it. My stomach needs it.
This process of application is long and filled with proverbial hoops.
Hoop #1: online application, which leads to...
Hoop #2: online screening, which leads to...
Hoop #3: phone conversation with a recruiter, which leads to...
Hoop #4: group interview.
And I don't know that the group interview leads to (provided I pass).
It's hard for me to blog when I am this agitated. I'm not depressed; I'm just too nervous to think of anything else. My mind is fixating.
In other news, I get to teach seminary this school year. I just got the official call yesterday at church. I have been telling myself that I really need to get up earlier and the Lord heard me and said, "You want to get up early? I'll help you achieve that goal!" Har. No, I'm really excited. I have wanted to get more out of my personal scripture study and this will certainly help me with that too. I also like working with the teenagers, and I like teaching. I will be the greenie teacher though, since the person I am teaching with (barring any other callings--especially since our ward was upheaved yesterday by getting a new bishop) taught last year and knows what to expect.
So wish me luck on two counts: interview and seminary. I need it. My stomach needs it.
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